Took a step back and looked at myself recently.

I saw a really really big difference in me.

Most of the changes were probably caused by Sarah. Haha.

Seen stuff on the internet that I would have reacted the same way last time,

and I was wondering why on Earth did I feel indifferent now?

I can't really describe the feeling. It's like, I've changed.

I've grown up and matured. In more ways than one.

When I say mature I don't mean doing things seriously,

or looking at things in a different light, or becoming more sensible.

I'm still me, but my mentality has changed.

I still do the same stupid stuff I do, (maybe even weirder things now)

but when it comes to certain things, I can feel the change in me.

OH OKAY. I know how to say this. I've learnt to live for myself. (:

Okay, not really. Hahaha. But that sums a little part of it.

Yes, that's the part I've recently discovered. Thanks to Sarah! :D

And Tricia, and Mag. Hahahaha. They are lovely, wonderful people. :D

Sarah doesn't want me to say I've learnt a lot from her, cause she thinks it's all negative. Haha. But I wanna write it down. In fact, I wanna write everything down now, because one of the lessons she taught me was to write freely, to be myself and just write whatever comes to my mind. Although her language skill is like, another world from mine, but I'm encouraged. (I hardly get encouragements, so don't look at me like that.) So now I'm secretly writing everywhere I go, penning my every thought on any available canvas I have. Another lesson I've really learnt, is just to be yourself. Who cares if you have different views and opinions from others? You stick to them and you don't falter, because somewhere out there, there are people who agree with you. I think after hanging out with this INTP person, I've changed a little from F to T already. Haha. It's like, I don't really have "feels" anymore. I keep having thoughts about every single thing that happens to me. That's quite bad, because it has led me to being more confused than I have ever felt in my entire life, but it also introduces my new best friend, Responsibility. (:

Tricia, on the other hand, is just plain awesome. Haha. She's so comfortable to be with and I love to hear her "stories". LOL. And Magggg, she's like, quoted from Sarah, "The nicest (and cutest) person I've ever seen". Haha. She taught me the art of self-appreciation by believing in "There is beauty in ugliness". Hahahaha. That is one lesson I'll never forget. Oh, and ofcourse, there's the having drama skits during symphony concerts thing. LOL. She's just really cute. :D

Thankyou Sarah. A lot. And Tricia. And Mag. Hahaha.

You guys have taught me a lot.

Sarah and Trik, I don't know what is gonna happen to us,

but knowing you two was the happiest things I've encountered,

and we'll kick whose-ever asses that stands in our way alright!

We're fighters, remember? Hahaha. :D

And I guess I'm stronger now. A lot stronger.

Or rather, I know how to put up a stronger front now. (:

I've also learnt how to more appreciative of things around me.

I can never thank the people who showed me kindness enough.

So many changes in 4 months. Wow.