I still miss UK a lot.

I still miss England painfully so.

I mean, how can you not fall in love with THAT?! ♥

Talking to S about people who attempt to start a relationship without knowing the other party well enough. Honestly, I don't dare to really talk about it. I'm worried S will feel hurt or get reminded of that douche. I really hope that when I finally meet the man that I will be heads-over-heels for, he is worth the wait.

We were supposed to have Project Sunshine today. It's a monthly food distribution to low-income families we do. But when one of us got there, there was no food to be seen. The food that was supposed to be sent to us for packing weren't there! Turns out, the FFTH people forgot to send food to the rc in a moment of rush. We ended up postponing the food distribution and WanZhen had to inform everyone and make the necessary arrangements. Then one of the uncles called to ask why there wasn't food. And he said something that still echoes in my mind now.

"So I have no food to eat ah?"

Although according to WanZhen he didn't say it in a very very serious tone. It struck me that when I'm fretting over how to stretch every dollar, there are people and families out there depending on donated food and their lives literally lie in our hands. It's really scary, how you and your family's lives depended on 17-years-old kids. If we decide not to show up, the people won't get food for a month. ):

Talking about money issues. I'm in deep shit. I really need money now. At least 400 bucks. ):

Really long story, and I ain't gonna say it out here. But yeah. I really wanna go back work, but I don't have the time. I NEED to study. Cannot afford to fail again, I don't want to retain. One time was a nightmare already. But I could really use the cash, not for my own splurging, but for urgent important use. Today I realised JurongPoint has an outlet of MOF and Lenas. Can you believe it? Furthermore, Jingjing and LaiThing are there!! :D :D Met them today, and guess what was Jingjing's first two sentences?

"Wa, you two again."

and,

"Come back work for me leh."

HAHA. So typical of her leh. But we know she loves us. (: And she needs help so much I would work there just to share her burden. I don't even mind working off my debt, which is what my mother forbids me to do. Purely just wanna help. They are really busy and they have the same amount of staff as cck, even though they have TWO restaurants combined! LaiThing and Jingjing dying there already, and it's only their fourth day at work. ): If I could work there, after I work off my debt, I'll be able to come up with the 400 bucks I need! But then again..

TIME.

MIDYEARS.

PROMOTE.

Miss those years where midyears was before June holidays. Hahaha. There's always something to complain about in our education system, isn't there.

Anyway, time I get off the net. I'm still having Jetlag, y'know. Always cannot sleep until 2 plus and wake up feeling really tired and drained as if I woke up in the middle of the night. Haha. 

Gonna have lunch at MOF/Lenas tomorrow with P! ♥ :D Eggcites!