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♣ Hello, My name is Grace. I love photography and animals. I strongly feel that photography should be used to display the beautiful side of this world that we live in. My big day is 12/01/94. I adore big balloons and big stuffed toys. I am a big fan of Sports, especially Badminton. And most importantly, I LOVE YOU. <3
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♣ Hello, My name is Grace. I love photography and animals. I strongly feel that photography should be used to display the beautiful side of this world that we live in. My big day is 12/01/94. I adore big balloons and big stuffed toys. I am a big fan of Sports, especially Badminton. And most importantly, I LOVE YOU. <3
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Wednesday, August 1, 2012
, 10:26 PM
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The Olympics are here! :D
So exciting. Haha. I'm spending more time keeping up with Olympics than my studies though, and that's reallyyyy bad. Sigh. Got really depressing news these few days and for the first time this year, I'm absolutely terrified of the road that lies ahead of me. All those "What If"s are flooding back, and terror tightens its grasp around me.
Self-discipline. Time-management.
I think these two words are probably the only two words that links with the word "impossible" in my dictionary. It's really 有心无力 (you want to do it but your body doesn't allow you to do so). It's nice to just type away once in a while, not needing to mind my choice of lexical chain, the coherence in my paragraphs, the wider studies I need to apply to every bloody point I make. But, I guess that's life.
I've learnt to let it go.
I've realised that it's of no use if you keep thinking negative stuff and worrying about how you are. It is also no use if you tell other people how you are really feeling when they ask you "How are you?" or "How are your studies?"
I've realised you can't reply "I'm tired of studying. I'm tired of life. I'm tired of putting in so much effort and reaping nothing in return. I feel like quitting." Why? Because if you do, people will just try to cheer you up and you have to act like you are cheered up. Worse, some people don't even care. No, you have to reply "I'm fine, my studies are fine as well." which is utter bullshit sometimes, but hey, that's the way universe works.
So I still have this mountain of homework standing in the way of my revision for promos, which will start in, surprise surprise, four weeks time.
To Youtube to watch diving! :D
(I am so screwed.)
So exciting. Haha. I'm spending more time keeping up with Olympics than my studies though, and that's reallyyyy bad. Sigh. Got really depressing news these few days and for the first time this year, I'm absolutely terrified of the road that lies ahead of me. All those "What If"s are flooding back, and terror tightens its grasp around me.
Self-discipline. Time-management.
I think these two words are probably the only two words that links with the word "impossible" in my dictionary. It's really 有心无力 (you want to do it but your body doesn't allow you to do so). It's nice to just type away once in a while, not needing to mind my choice of lexical chain, the coherence in my paragraphs, the wider studies I need to apply to every bloody point I make. But, I guess that's life.
I've learnt to let it go.
I've realised that it's of no use if you keep thinking negative stuff and worrying about how you are. It is also no use if you tell other people how you are really feeling when they ask you "How are you?" or "How are your studies?"
I've realised you can't reply "I'm tired of studying. I'm tired of life. I'm tired of putting in so much effort and reaping nothing in return. I feel like quitting." Why? Because if you do, people will just try to cheer you up and you have to act like you are cheered up. Worse, some people don't even care. No, you have to reply "I'm fine, my studies are fine as well." which is utter bullshit sometimes, but hey, that's the way universe works.
So I still have this mountain of homework standing in the way of my revision for promos, which will start in, surprise surprise, four weeks time.
To Youtube to watch diving! :D
(I am so screwed.)